Recompense

Week 34

you can never pay back
all the harm that you did
can't even keep track
of our zeroing bids

you don't deserve our fortitude
nor secrecy, concealed
for me this life has been tabooed
but I will never yield

~ P

A gift I wish I could give you
Though none could possibly suffice
Something lost I cant just renew
Now left forever unaddressed

Discomfort grows as time slips by
With stabs of guilt from every vice
A call from which I must not shy
To get this feeling off my chest

A shame this is what makes me cave
And finally accept the price
With hope for your resentments waive
A sorry I'll try make precise

~ J